I have been having a hard time lately. My anxiety disorder has taken control of my life, leaving little room for any constructive thoughts. I am overwhelmed with bad feelings (for lack of a better description) and my mind obsessively focuses on what is wrong or why I don't deserve to be happy. So, in an attempt to counter-act my mental illness I will compile photos that make me smile. Here's my happy list:
Oops, I didn't post for half a year. Turns out doing a PhD is a lot of work! It's summer now, though, so that excuse doesn't work. I've fallen behind on almost all of my internet responsibilities - except for instagram, which I use more than anything else at the moment. Only a month and a half left of summer then I dive back into school. Trying to enjoy the time I have right now, just existing in montreal, learning french and seeing friends and spending all my money on food. Here's what you may have missed from the past 6 months: Butterball had surgery on his entropion! Thank you to everyone who donated to help us afford this surgery for him. He is so so much happier now. All healed up! My brother and my niece (not his daughter, my other brother's daughter lol) xoxo
i hope you are better soon! glad you´re back to posting here xxx
ReplyDeleteah i'm so happy you're posting again! i'm really sorry to hear that your not doing well<3 <3 sending good vibes your way.(love the guinea pig & butter picture by the way)
ReplyDeletei also struggle with anxiety, i can relate. this post made me happy too! i just started a blogspot a couple months ago and i already like it way more than tumblr. it's less intense and more receptive to ~intense vanity~
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