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(from left) Emily wears a Topshop dress, Lydia in my mother's coat Warsan wears a thrifted faux fur coat and a hat from H&M (from left) Kerry wears my BDB coat, Lilly is in a borrowed coat my sweater is from OASAP ( find it here ), my hat is American Apparel thrifted purse I'm wearing a borrowed shirt, H&M skirt and TBA shoes ( find them here ) Alayna wears my mom's cape  thanks to my beautiful friends Lilly, Warsan, Kerry, Lydia, Emily and Alayna for modelling!!

I've struggled with anxiety since fifth grade, and have taken to talking about it quite a bit on my blogs and youtube channel. Here are some videos I've made that cover anxiety & how I deal (in order of most to least recent): regarding social anxiety anxiety tips and tricks from personal experience on anxiety about school, relationships & the future me and my mom talk about anxiety & stigma on self-awareness and anxiety on mental health generally anxiety disorder basics a Q&A on anxiety my very first anxiety-related video for youtube! If you've watched any of these videos, you've probably heard me recommend exercise or some kind of focus on the physical. I've found that taking oneself out of the mind, and into our corporeality - in other words, when we touch our skin, take a bath and feel the hot water, when we go for a run or hold a yoga pose, our mind is given a break from the thoughts that tire us out day in...

Happy October!!  This is my favorite month because, well, halloween (duh) but also my birthday is the 28th! I turn 22 this year. It is beyond weird for it to be autumn and I am not in school. I graduated university in the spring, which means I am taking a year off to apply to grad schools and work. I haven't been out of school since before I started school (age 6?). Sometimes change is good, though. I hope. long sleeve shirt: oasap skirt: oasap bag: jumpfrompaper hat: h&m boots: doc marten tank: thrifted