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anxiety

anxiety is a cold blanket that covers me at night; i'm not allowed to sleep, i'm not allowed to stop thinking. 
i'm only allowed to dwell, to lie with eyes open
to watch the clouds move and wonder why time always feels so heavy 

anxiety is also heat; it's sweat dripping down the length of my back mid-sentence
it's a hot crowded dirty room i can't leave
so i spend the whole night in the corner, or 
i never leave my bed

the feeling that you're being watched or worse
that no one can see you
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  1. MaijaMay 19, 2013 at 2:34 PM

    I know this feeling so well

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  2. UnknownMay 22, 2013 at 3:21 AM

    big fan of yours, i love pretty much anything you make!
    so inspiring<3

    xxBianca
    www.xoxololita.com
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